It is the first time I write something in Swedish in my blog!
You think all poetry is boring and would rather read detective stories? Welcome to the right place! "Gemini" is when the real poem for you. Note: "Zwilling", the German version of the poem "Gemini" is in the book "Bitters Honig" ("Bitter Honey") that you can download from my website .
You think all poetry is boring and would rather read detective stories? Welcome to the right place! "Gemini" is when the real poem for you. Note: "Zwilling", the German version of the poem "Gemini" is in the book "Bitters Honig" ("Bitter Honey") that you can download from my website .
Twin
Now I stood out. Waited quietly in front of the door.
Did not:
Would I again? Should I knock?
Should I scream? Should I run?
Did not know, what I could.
why I stood out. Solidification and dumb.
My tears no one could see.
The wind whipped the rain in my face.
Should I knock?
Who would open?
Should I scream?
Who could hear?
Should I run?
Who would follow?
Pacific. Fairly quiet, I stood in front of the door.
Waited. Waited for life.
A second time would come.
A second time feed me.
I waited.
darkness enveloped me.
I waited.
Waited until dawn.
The wind chased away the clouds.
Dried my face.
Sunbeams warmed up.
Sunbeams untied my stiffness.
A foot. One foot in front of the other.
I came on. Went still only in circles.
staring straight ahead. Did not want to see to the side.
stood quite still in front of the door again.
A foot. One foot in front of the other.
One more time.
staring straight ahead.
Was last standing.
Turned me aside.
Slowly.
Infinite slowly.
Staring into.
Red.
Everything red.
mat.
sofa.
Everything.
Everything red.
My home has never been so!
So red.
And you?
How pale.
You have never been!
So pale!
I hear you say: You are me and I am you!
How pale.
I have never been!
How pale.
I stared.
You are me and I am you!
She was lying there, it is I!
You are me and I am you!
Death. You are not dead.
She was lying there, that's me!
You are me and I am you!
Every medal has two sides.
Good and evil.
ugly and beautiful.
I hear them say:
Alike. So similar.
Almost. However, only almost.
again and again.
Almost. However, only almost.
You laugh. Says: You are me and I am you!
You meet him.
You send him back to me.
I hear him say:
Only you were so.
Alike. So similar.
Almost. However, only almost.
Only you were so.
Damocles. A sword.
And this?
a knife.
It hovers over you.
You are me and I am you!
knife parts me apart.
She was lying there, that's me!
You are me and I am you!
A foot. One foot in front of the other.
Again.
I go inside.
stare straight ahead.
A foot. One foot in front of the other.
Constantly vidare.Ständigt up.
staircase upwards.
A foot. One foot in front of the other.
Constantly up.
Constantly up.
Will finally standing.
Slowly. Infinitely slowly.
I open the window.
Infinite slowly.
I hear you say: You are me and I am you!
Gemini. Similar as two berries. Almost. However, only almost.
Gemini. A life together. Almost. However, only almost.
birth separates them.
separates them by minutes.
birth unite them again.
Death?
death separates them.
In eternity?
I bow in front.
Stares down.
Down into the abyss.
A foot. One foot in front of the other.
I stand on the window sill.
Staring down the abyss.
Soon it will be my bed.
in eternity.
Sista jag dig SCIFA hear addressed:
är jag och jag vet you du är jag nu
: är du och jag
you jag är. Hon som ligger
där, så blek inte, det är jag!
Lola Victoria Abco
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