I stay in this week's listening. What I hear in the new year? What voices sound in me? What goes up high in my listening from the ocean of desires, which will be compressed into a header and a decision? What choices do find out which provisions achieved which threads are tied? Where we are headed in the East?
In English, one speaks of "Levante" the East, the region of the sky, where "raises" the sun. If you look at the Levant, based on them (the East: the East) to set up on the things that are on the rise. With the rise of the sun, the shadows are smaller, they shrink, undergo quasi-objects in the back tighten and deepen, however, also. In the East means to look inside: go to "Easter," on death and resurrection.
What do I hear? There are voices in me, the talk of the past. They tell of events in which I was involved, and for any reason can be laid ad acta. They appear, however, a dream and in a new light, which makes them lighter and more manageable. The delicate tales a concern for painful events, but are carried by a gentle spirit of reconciliation. Their careful descriptions arouse in me a desire to forgive.
same time they create fear, uncertainty, doubt ... A voice tells me that I should leave the past alone, I've yet time seeking correct, just it expended to meet the demands to help me with the parties apart when fears about the high goals to achieve at least half-way? to make me a reproach in retrospect, it says the voice, would say that I do not even respect it.
I understand that voice. But another voice, I also understand, however: it has me quietly that it was not me out and about, not about the question whether I had acted "correctly", but whether I now, after so many years a fresh look at the past to throw, will have new insights, can get involved in new moods. The question of the accuracy, says that voice, does not refer to the past but the present.
This voice does not convince. She says just what she has to say and is embedded in a free atmosphere of boiler, which is perhaps best to indicate to the adjective "benevolent". Although you will something from me leaves me, however, the will. And strangely, I would not do what she wants, she finds this in order. She would not even turn away from me.
Then there's me in voices that are focused on today and tomorrow and tomorrow and throughout the coming year. You confuse me, are difficult to classify come, not from a center that I could locate, but move from a "Levant" peripheral to me. They refer to concrete things: friends and enemies, healing words, and opening statements at meetings and, sometime, somewhere, will only take place if I want. Perhaps
I could say it's best this way: the voices from the periphery appeared to be attempting to throw a light on the possibilities. What if I would invite friend X, Y and enemy collaborator Z to a meeting to jointly look to the past? What could I, face to face, tell her or him? How could I apologize as I could reach him or her, what specific words could be pronounced?
And through this approach finds the meetings actually take place already, but me, - where I am with myself and with you - maybe so, however, already in you? Maybe you listen to long ago, in this inner World of votes? Maybe you look just like me, this confusing and tempting opportunities to these potential approaches, which are not potentially as soon as we accept it and take and take it seriously? Has the conference, the council started the meeting yet? Maybe I'm talking about already in you and you in me.
living past is always a lively future. In the inner listening, there is no difference between past and future. In the vicinity of the inner mental space there is only one reality of the present. Confidently carrer from listening to this current intentions and decisions, essentially means: to be sovereign jurisdiction in the hineinzubegeben coming year. The year and I: we want to emerge apart.
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